Do you really want to go back in time?
Aurora plays her mystical notes in the background.
I ask a silent question to myself. The answer was blur. Like a rainwet windscreen.
There were times where i wished if i wasnt there to witness the present that prevailed and then there were those which i would want just the way they were,
Somehow , this core Gratitude prevails,
I must be a generally thankful man.
i love this. Thinking about how am I.how did i behaved in a certain situation or a perspective. Gives me many insights and helps me to observe the pattern where things got along in a certain manner, be it happy or argumemtative in Nature.
Like a cud chewing animal. like the holy cow. Cows are generally considered holy by religious followers and are rarely reported to hurt someone. At peace ,from within.
A certain contentment hovers along with innocent eyes.
For those who havent seen many cows, I got this one from an open field near South Himalayas.
Sorry for drifting.
so Yeah, I settle down for continuing being full of gratitude for every little thing I have. I feel so blessed to be able to see.
My neighbour’s cousin came down to live with them for a while. She’s differently abled since birth with regards to speech and hearing abilities. A couple just below our floor was fighting so bad that everyone gathered .When I came back I was like She’s so much better off that she doesnt gets to hear this .My neighbour then knocked many times but she wouldnt open.
Fkj played in my room in the background. Then it suddenly hit me.What if i wouldnt know what all this amazing music sounds like.
The thing is we are all blessed in so many senses. The requirement may be to look around and realize that youre living the life that might be a dream for someone else. I know you’ve heard it before.
What I do is to just feel thankful for another day with so much to experience. I have this very overwhelming feeling in the morning and may be it’s the force that drives me around for the rest of the day.
I surely cant claim that i live everyday as if it was my last or something like that.
But being grateful makes you so so much more happy.
Try this one day. It’s both addictive and contagious.
if I was to say that it’s the same I used to do, being smiley and full of warmth, I wouldnt be completely correct. This feeling of gratitude is different than anything coming off from you .
People can see through.
You would know.
So Long.